13/07/09

Congratulations Pray-as-you-go

Hooray! I love this resource. So deserved. They received the Surefish innovation prize.

2009 Most Innovative Christian Website of the Year

Pray As You Go - innovation

When I arrived in Ely too early last Monday their prayers, through my creative Zen, helped me to see the God that is all around me as I sat with a huge cuppa and a sausage roll in a quirky little cafe, flicking through my 'Going to a Bishops Advisory Panel' brochure, wondering when I should really turn up - 3 o'clock too early and 5 o'clock too late. As it was I chose the wrong time to walk through Ely centre to the retreat house because the only thing that I had forgotten to pack was my brolly and so I arrived to greetings of laughter, I looked like a drowned rat and appeals that I had started the day looking smart, honest!

It's been good to be in touch with all the Ely warriors, as we have come to refer to ourselves, and once again, I am enjoying the fellowship that the web enables through its social networking tools - the good side of the web!

Thank you for the clarification, ma'am.

This makes interesting reading after my musings about this.

What is Church? And the theology of blogging

As an Anglican blogger, I want to reflect a little bit on the theology of blogging and why the church must engage with the digital age. Contemporary society demands it is in constant communication. Each communication culture impacts the Church as God speaks through the tools we invent. We are in the digital age. There is a cyber-space mission field out there. Are we engaging in God's mission on the net?

According to the Pew Internet Project, there are close to two billion people online. We have millions of neighbours in the digital age. E-church will never replace established Church as we understand it, but it is something which the established church needs to be involved in. Dave Walker who runs the Church Times blog captures this with his cartoon. There is not actually any competition between the two expressions of Church. E-church looks down on established church here only because it's in a tower-block – higher-up.

The Acts 2 church model is of a body of believers who share everything. So you could argue that e-church fails to conform because we only share words. However, one virtual church born out of the 'Ship of Fools' website: St Pixels, discovered that 38% of its members had phoned each other or met in face to face meetings, like those in our tower block. As members of the Anglican church, we would do well to profess article 19 of the 39 articles which defines Church as 'a place where the Word of God is preached and the sacraments are administered.' I don't think we can administer the sacraments virtually...(!) :-) But we can preach the Word of God and share our Christian journeys.

Pete Ward, in his book 'Liquid Church' defines church as 'something that we make with one another by communicating Christ...' We have always communicated the gospel, without being face-face. Paul set this precedent, communicating with churches by letter when he was behind prison bars.

The reason why I am passionate about internet evangelism is because I believe it is interactive in a way that none of the other communication tools have been. Christians have communicated the gospel with the printed word and the aired broadcast but with the internet, the dialogue is two way: we communicate Christ with one another. The word on the screen is no longer static and the web in no longer just a library of information, it is a place of conversation. Through facebook, myspace, blogging and other social networking tecnologies we are talking to each other around the clock and around the world.

I want to speak about one of the technologies I use to do this: blogging. Blogs or web-logs enable you to write your thoughts up onto the web and converse about them in a thread which drops down beneath. They are hosted in the public domain for free and you choose a template to create your site, so no need to be a programmer. Your site can be produced in about 5 minutes and you can be in conversation instantly, as I was just over one year ago. Blogs capture for me the notion of conversation which I think is so sacred. God expects His followers to engage people with his message wherever communities are forming.

So the technology might be recent but the idea begins in God.

This is how we can articulate the theology of a blog. It reaches inwards and is a space of reflection. Christians have always recorded their journeys with God and I remember Nicky Gumbel, during Alpha, encouraging us to keep a prayer diary. Many bloggers reflect on how the gospel is impacting the smallest details of their every day lives.

So blogging reaches inwards, it also reaches upwards. It's a confessional and prayerful place. It is a place to which we can have the Daily Office delivered by the C of E website as well as some other electronically delivered prayer resources.

Inwards and upwards, a blog also reaches outwards. You can engage Christians and non-Christians in all nature of topics and decide together what God might be saying about an issue. It becomes a place of testing and accountability, a place where we can teach each other.

It becomes a place for reaching out as people pool expertise for their missions and ministries. I have links to resources I've used which I make available to others. So blogs are about establishing community and sharing best practice.

Most importantly, blogs help you to reach out to those seeking a relationship with God ; to those who are curious. I was recently contacted through facebook by the first class I ever taught as an English teacher. We are now in communication which we probably wouldn't have engineered face-to-face. They access my blog from facebbook and get to read about the gospel and the impact it is having on my life. I met one of my ex-students in a book shop just the other day and we were both able to share this common ground and exchange invitations to each other's churches. The opportunities are unlimited.

So to conclude: If we are going to take Matthew 28 and the Great Commission seriously, we need to explore how to be present in this new frontier. We need to navigate it, speak into it, cross its seas and journey through it to reach those who might need to be dragged back to shore and have church experience resuscitated in their lives. Seekers are caught in the safety-net and I hope that in being caught up in the web, they might be caught in a bigger net, the one cast out by Jesus into the teaming seas.


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What are the disadvantages as you envisage them of a community that is defined by its communicating rather than its gathering?

I suggest that the net is nourishing faith – what do you think? In what ways does IT help you in your discipleship.


What is your definition of Church?

11/07/09

This really does it for me...

It's been great to hear my four year old singing this tonight as she cleans her teeth!!

An itsy, bitsy, teeny, weeny reformation...

Well, there's an itsy, bitsy, teeny, weeny reformation going on in my house this weekend. My husband was brought up as a Catholic, a Polish Catholic and in its outworkings this is a more traditional expression of Catholicism than Catholicism today because the rest of Poland has moved on but not the Polish community who gathered here after the war.

So your Saints Day was celebrated over your birthday, fasting was required before consuming the eucharist and sins needed to be confessed in one of those wooden boxes to the awaiting priest. Mary remains a virgin despite Jesus' brothers and sisters and generally the church is ardorned in much goldleaf and with many statues and relics to whom prayers can be offered. anyone outside this expression of faith is destined for Hell!

My husband will become an Anglican in our Church tomorrow with a piece of liturgy built for the purpose and we will all clap, no doubt. He has been a closet Anglican for years, time to burst out. Direct access to God through Jesus! Wine and bread for all! Mary loved but in her appropriate place.

Please pray for us as we spend time with my husbands' parents tomorrow afternoon when we visit them after this service. From their point of view, he is rebellious, I am even more so for seeking ordination, mine is an influence rather malign because perhaps being a woman, it is I who should have become Catholic. We love our parents (in law) dearly but when their understanding of Anglicanism is so poor that they have to ask us whether we believe that Jesus is the Son of God, it requires much grace to smile and reassure them politely that yes, of course, we do.

Arguments. Avoid 'em:

Trying to claim Technorati again - so nothing to see here

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10/07/09

church within a Church

Epiphany moments.

Last night I was thinking on my fear of church within Church which has been alerted by my meditating on all things GAFCON, FOCA, FCA, JD etc

Am I not also constructing a church within a Church?

I look at my blog roll and see that I have elevated to the status of brother and sister, Christians with whom I share theological stances, although I do cross denominations, I have to say.

In actual fact, you are all my brothers and sisters in Christ so it is time to change my blogroll. I am 'open' in my evangelical expression but I seek to have a 'teachable spirit'. I have much to learn and I hope to gain experiences of other expressions of the faith. I would like to go on a church placement in an Anglo-catholic parish and also experience a mainstream Church of England church which is not evangelical.

I have for too long fixed my gaze upon conservative or open evangelical expressions, perhaps, it is time to stand back and look at the landscape and see what I can learn from the stretched canvas.

09/07/09

The FCA: choosing their queens carefully


This makes for very confusing reading and in my headline, I am alluding, of course, to the fact that this controversy over an alternative gospel being preached, which is FCA's charge, surely has a lot to do with women and gay people and perhaps actually less to do with the presentation of an alternative Jesus. Those who hold to inclusivity are not preaching another gospel. They are simply preaching the good news to women and to people in same-sex relationships and not excluding them. So it makes for an awkward read - FCA hold to Male headship for the most part but choose to quote the support of one particular and powerful woman when it suits them!

Later amendment my moi: I have since read around a little. There is a lot of talk out there about the Queen's 'support' of FCA and it transpires, according to Ecclesia Thinktank, that Royal sources said the Queen was not endorsing the FCA and pointed out that she corresponds with a great number of organisations. There seems to have been a fair amount of misquoting going on at FCA conference. On Monday I looked at what had been read out from John Coles, leader of New Wine but it transpires that the original correspondance was shortened and Jody has written to explain that she did manage to talk to John Coles about it and the paragraph thatwas read out was only half the story. John said that New Wine were about affirming women in ordained ministry. 'I realise that there are many in FCA who hold views which are very different from ours, for instance excluding women from church leadership. But with Henry Orombi right at the heart of it I know that our views on women in leadership will be upheld.'

So I guess to conclude my dabbling just a little in exploring all things GAFCON, FOCA and FCA on and off for 12 months or so, I would not be able to sign up to these organisations, what a sad thing in some ways when I feel just as passionately about the gospel as they do, and that's THE GOSPEL, not some alternative one.

The political stuff I continue to find interesting but in some ways it is sad. When I started to explain all the different denominational differences I had explored in the course of discerning where I stand on issues, it dawned on me at selection conference, that I am hoping to join a very, very messy church. I really hope that we do not have a 'break away church'. It does feel painful to think that there is a body of people out there who think that you love Jesus somehow less than they do or that you are less obedient than they are. I am saddened by the absence of open evangelicals at FCA. Surely, we have so much common ground?

One word

One word...

Awesome.

Now I await the result. They suggest you debrief with someone, not sure here is the place to do it, good friend and lots of coffee I think. Here is where I become a critic of my own presentation, which was about E Church and decide that however great you lot out there are, I can't get a hug from my lap-top.

I will say I met some fantastic people who will leave their indelible impressions, ink in many colours: the startling bright - a bullet-proof vest and a mission in Kosovo, serious passion: how much do we martyr ourselves for our faith? What does martyrdom mean? When is it not what Jesus intends? When does it have integrity? Where's the martyrdom in the everyday and the mundane?

The gentle pastel - the glow, the calm presence of Ray, his sensitivities, his inspired movements between the secular and the sacred because God makes the secular sacred.

Caroline - a strong colour, vivid and definite. One you can't help but notice and want to absorb, one to bask in so that it might become a part of your palette too, creative and intelligent - 'spirit charged brain cells' and so funny - alternative, able to see the other and bring joy in laughter.

Kate - bright and definite, daring - so real, vivacious - connected with the world, on the ball, setting everyone at ease.

Ian - iridescent - moved and moving others, simmering passion spilling over. A heart for youth and those without a space. ... and I could go on...

So many different shades, God's creative power - to make us all so unique and able to bring our particular gift to the table as an offering.

I feel a little like a towel that has been dropped in the bath (I've done that) and has then been wrung out. I feel like I've just given birth! Weird! Exhausted but so happy and a little changed, not the same as I was before. Something difficult and wonderful ahead to nourish but not sure into what shape it will grow; out of control a little but firmly resting in my Father's hand, nursed. Crying in the night, not a baby, but me. I had very vivid dreams, crying about leaving friends and having to say good-bye.

God brought me full circle so what is beyond the circle is just an added extra. You see God got my attention with 2 Timothy a few years ago. He shouted, hey, I'm so here, what are you going to do about me? I will give you rest and make you restless, sing to me, I'm listening, shout if you want, I can take it, so I did!

He took me to Rev 21. I heard the call, eternal life, his purposes, his 'it will all be okay' - tell others, tell others about my son.

So when I went to 'church' an hour after I landed (that's how it felt a little, back home, off the motorway from selection conference at Ely), he presented me and with 2 Timothy and Rev again and I gulped for this time he showed me, and all the other people at our meeting through the speaker, American and passionate, the crowns we inherit and what we do to stay in the race which is actually a marathon. So yes, it's a marathon - the roller-coaster slows, in fact in some ways it's stopped until I get my result and I'm collecting myself, straightening my clothes and breathing again but not getting off just yet until I receive the next commissioning, then I'll put my trainers on and start to gently jog towards whatever horizon God is leading me.

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They got the lot those advisers, heaven help them! I spilled big time, it was all on display, nothing held back. God was so good and faithful to me, giving me the words so that the result is his and his alone. The words he gave me were either because he wants me to communicate that what lives in me is not what is needed for ordained ministry or that what lives in me is what is needed for ordained ministry. I don't think there is any half-way. My DDO said it was likely to be a definite yes or no and not a half-way house. So I will wait. God knows (as do the advisers at this point, who stayed an extra 24 hours because they need to come to a unanimous decision about each of us). I am the one left unknowing!!

So glad to now be the other side of 'it', whatever the 'it' turns out to be...

06/07/09

Livestream FCA

Interesting stuff.

Interesting that John Coles from New Wine had a message and stands in solidarity. He worries about secular humanism, fair enough. Jody has had her concerns that New Wine seems to be unrepresentative when it comes to women in leadership. I wonder. Does affinity with FCA always mean belief that women shouldn't be ordained. Probably not. Not sure.

It will be interesting to see what Fulcrum make of it all.

Unity? I dunno. The communion? Well, it's all very interesting.

'A new reformation?' Not sure.

05/07/09

Feeling unsorted

It was good to read Adrian Warnock's latest blog post because I'm feeling a bit 'unsorted' about tomorrow. I have fussed about shoes and clothes- a little, stared at all the books I want to read - a lot, sang some songs - on and off all day, received some prayer ministry at Church- very encouraging, but otherwise got on with having an ordinary day - church, preparing lunch, taking the children to swimming lessons etc. I will gather paperwork together and have an early night and set off tomorrow for selection conference.

I will carry these words with me: We don’t wait till God sorts us out to serve him. As we serve him, he will sort us out.

See you in a few days.

04/07/09

Seriously cheesy stuff...

We went to 'Twin Lakes' today, which is a theme park for little kids and every year 'Destiny Kids' put on a worship slot on site for an hour and a half. We always arrive to eat our sandwiches as they begin and then join in with lots of action songs about how great Jesus is etc. The lyrics are very cheesy but very catchy and are aimed at the under 12s.

There was a lad of 12 with an electric guitar who had written his own song and it really was very good. His name was Joel. It was great for my kids to see Joel because he was cute and trendy but loves Jesus. My four year old is just completely accepting of Christianity, she knows no different. The school my girls attend has a really obvious Christian ethos because the head and his wife are Catholic and it is a private school so in some ways does not have to conform to the pressure that the state system is under to tread a very inclusive line re faith or just not include faith at all, which seem to be the only choices. So at school and at home there is a Christian ethos.

My seven year old, on the other hand, is just beginning to distinguish between what is cool and what is not cool and sometimes Christianity is not cool so I was really pleased to see her joining in today with the songs, not all of them but she did like Joel and managed to last an hour of the hour and a half, even saying, 'actually, I've changed my mind, let's just watch the last bit', before we scooted off for the mini roller-coaster and train-rides. When the main musical influence for seven year olds at the moment is High School musical with its:
I want fabulous,
That is my simple request,
All things fabulous,
Bigger and better and best,
I need something inspiring to help me get along,
I need a little fabulous is that so wrong?

Now adults might get the irony here. The character wanting to be fabulous is quite obviously shallow and deserving her comeuppance but I don't think all seven year olds are going to get the subtlety.

So, quite honestly, I'm quite grateful for lyrics like these, no matter how cheesy they are:
Jesus, you're my superhero
My love for you will never end
You shine like the brightest star
You're my bestest ever friend

...or at least it went something like that...

Thanks 'Destiny Kids' - it all helps!